My memory is collapsing around me, I can’t even remember what I was thinking two seconds ago. I have to write it down instantaneously or do it immediately so not to lose the idea for a long time or forever. My memory used to be quite good, but as days pass by one at a […]
I am looking too much into the future that I am already missing what is going to be the past.
I wish for so many things Those wishes can only be granted By you Only you Everything All of me My heart My body My soul My lips Everything All of you Your heart Your body Your soul Your lips My hand on your face Your eyes on mine My hand on your heart Your […]
She is so pretty, so young and has a loud and contagious laughter. Not to forget her smile. Today is her last day at work, tomorrow she is going off to Bentong, Pahang, to be a nun. Only 27 years old, an architect graduate, she is going to give up everything – her parents and […]
I eat ice cream once in a while so I will miss it. I talk to you once in a while so I will miss you.
I fall I fall so deep Even under the scorching sun Even under the brightest star I fall into the depth of the abyss The departure Has left this house empty Has left a hole in the heart The mess gone with it The noise gone with it All gone with it Feeling sick to […]
We used to cramp together at a small dining table, seven of us, to have dinner every night. It was crowded and noisy. Then, we moved to a bigger house, I was eight. Naturally, a bigger dining table set was bought. It was a wooden square table, with two chairs on every side. We sat […]
It’s so beautiful, it’s so sad, it makes me want to cry. It makes me crazy, it makes me want to miss you. It makes me want to want you again. I have no control over it. I have been taken control of by this aching heart.
This old enemy of mine Has returned with the wickest smile. Barging into the land of life With no remose but coldness. Your love is no longer there To supress and diminish it. Nothing but independence from your warmth Is the only survival.
Should we try?
How does home feel like … I can’t remember. There’s no room for missing, When I can’t remember what to miss. There’s only an image, a memory, a blur Of what home looks like. Through the gate: the Kelisa, the Citroën, the small garden, the windows and the wooden door. Through the wooden door: the […]
Words are never enough when I miss you.
The things you did but never again, I miss that. The things you do but never before, I hate that. The words you said were never heard again. Maybe I am just stupid enough to not see what you were trying to do, Maybe I have lingered in the past too long. I want to […]