It was never going to happen, and it never will. The perfect fit is gone forever, only these permanent walls remain.
I wish for so many things Those wishes can only be granted By you Only you Everything All of me My heart My body My soul My lips Everything All of you Your heart Your body Your soul Your lips My hand on your face Your eyes on mine My hand on your heart Your […]
It never happened before, because I turned back time. We never met. You did not know me, and I did not know you. We were strangers. Time spun on, our paths never crossed. Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday. We were two. And it Sunday all over again! Our love did not begin, and […]
Our meeting My premature fall My green youth swept away Along with the wind I drifted I landed Right in your path of colourful blocks You stopped And picked me up Belonged You admired My texture You awed At my beauty You decided To keep me You opened your favourite maths book And made me […]
It used to be enough Just you and me Words were enough All was fine All the wants and all the needs Doubled Tripled Into infinity The expectations Grew The hopes Crushed Soon it was not enough More and more Not anymore Never again What remain is my cratered heart
Both our heads held high None backing down None letting up No first moves No compromises Our pride Like a clot in the blood vessels to our hearts Blocks out the oxygen Reducing life Reducing love Messages do not get through They bounce back As if a wall stands in between Nothing gets in Nothing […]
The shortness of breath has made its visit once again The familiar pain that pierces through with no conviction The coldness takes over the core completely Relieving it of its strength No more it wills No more it yearns No more it craves It only cries
If you lose yourself along the way, you need to ground yourself for a moment and find yourself again.
There are times when you feel really down, and you can’t stop crying. All the negative thoughts have somehow managed to gather stubbornly in your head, there is no way of getting rid of them. You want to talk to someone about it but you do not have anyone you are comfortable enough to pour […]
I eat ice cream once in a while so I will miss it. I talk to you once in a while so I will miss you.
I move without moving I see without seeing I smile without smiling I feel without feeling The air is getting thin As if on purpose An existance that shouldn’t be As if I don’t belong I stare but I don’t see I listen but I don’t hear Their laughter inaudible I’m suffocating in my head […]
I no longer have this fear, the one that I so often had. The coldness has miraculously departed, somehow. Every time I travel, near or far, I get this feeling of anxiety of getting lost or missing my stop (on a bus or a train). It was like a hand that has a hold on […]
I fall I fall so deep Even under the scorching sun Even under the brightest star I fall into the depth of the abyss The departure Has left this house empty Has left a hole in the heart The mess gone with it The noise gone with it All gone with it Feeling sick to […]
I feel so lonely, even though I’m not alone. I am surrounded by many people, people who I care about, but I feel so empty. I try to blend in, just to feel something. Maybe I am not trying hard enough. Where is the heart?
It is I who has not let go.
Illustration, music, words and feelings are great complements to one another.
Like always the sun shines I feel no heat Like always the rain pours I feel no droplet Like always the wind whistles I feel no breeze Like always your touch does not reach me Like always my words to you are less than a whisper As I get slimmer and slimmer Thinner and thinner […]
It’s so beautiful, it’s so sad, it makes me want to cry. It makes me crazy, it makes me want to miss you. It makes me want to want you again. I have no control over it. I have been taken control of by this aching heart.
Too far, we are.