When the alcohol effect wears off, every emotion and brain-works come crashing down on you hard. Without mercy. It tucks at your soul, it throws butterflies and meteors into that now empty tummy of yours, it knows your weakest spot in your heart and starts piercing a thousand needles continuously. All these are done until you are completely paralysed – heart, soul and mind. What is left is just a barren human shell.
There is nothing you can do to stop this pain, this helplessness, this frustration.
I realise that I can’t deal with life itself.
It’s too much.